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Small Illuminations in a Darkening Sky

by Pocket Shelley

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1.
Pismo Beach 04:28
PISMO BEACH (PHOTOGRAPHS OF MISSING PERSONS) Spent a long time saying goodby While you were still here No, it didn't help prepare me Not at all For later on when you really left I guess you can't mean goodbye Just some kind of version of "We'll meet again" Photographs of missing persons Lost to me I don't know where on earth or in heaven You can be Sitting round, people taking turns To say something about you Small illuminations In a darkening sky Like mental pictures Or triggered memories Till time empties out, bit by bit All trace of our old century Photographs of missing persons Lost to me I don't know where Earth or in heaven But I'm driving home Up Highway 1 Pismo Beach was soaked in the rain I bought myself a tee shirt A coffee Salt water taffy I must have said goodbye a thousand times But I could never mean it Just some kind of version of 'We'll meet again" Don't know when
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Park Ranger 04:42
PARK RANGER Juvenile delinquent First thing You get yourself expelled From fifth grade Junior arsonist Wants to see the world Up in flames Where's the park ranger To patiently explain? Where's the park ranger To slowly build a trail to you? River of drugs Pours down your throat And in your veins Seems like such a good idea But it really is A shame Crawl out of the river Pull away the weeds When you crawl out of the river Tell me, can you feel There's someone watching you? Someone feels for you There's someone trying to build a trail To you Once upon a time I was responsible For all the world So I built a hermit's hut And felt guilty And grandiose by turns Martyred megalomania Not up to the task But now, if it's something little You only need to ask Just ask Where's the park ranger To patiently explain? Where's the park ranger To slowly build a trail Between us?
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Mirror Lake 04:28
MIRROR LAKE Love's funny, first completely You find yourself enchanted Each kiss is better than the last So taste them and savor This phantom of Forever The sand is sipping through the glass The kiss is through, the words are spoken The spell that binds these two is broken In city and in country And by the ocean side And sometimes in your twin size bed We did the best we could Not always great, it doesn't matter I guess what matters is we tried The chisel knows just what it's doing A block of stone is stricken human One mild day in November We hiked up to a lakeside A lake as quiet as a mirror I watched a falling leaf Touch the surface and start a ripple That moved the mountains and the sky The beauty of the world reflected But you were not in the perspective Love's funny, first completely You find yourself enchanted But one day your love might turn a corner Who even knew there was a corner?
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NEW YEAR"S EVE New Year's Eve has come Well I know we're going to have some fun New Year's Eve is here After a long and difficulty year But this time I'm going to keep my heart wide open This time, I'm going to learn from all of my mistakes This time, I'm going to act on my beliefs But I"ll change them if need be New Year's Eve has come Well I know we're going to have some fun New Year's Eve is here After a long and difficulty year And as we mark the time So the time marks us The hours beguile While the decades pile And all those resolutions In a journal that I kept For just awhile They make me smile This time I'm going to learn from all of my mistakes This time, I"m going to act on my beliefs But I'll change them if need be Now that Any day has come Something is finished And something begun, so Be of good cheer Any day is here
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PLANETS CAN MOVE Excuse my distance It's just the way I walk in the wintertime All caved in for warmth Excuse my closeness I'm just unbending To see if you might take my arm Planets can move close to the earth But I've seem 'em scoot Back where they came And there is only one true star You I'm feeling blue Because I"ll never get up the nerve I need To make a move on you If I were drinking But I'd need to drink so much I'd probably just fall down What if I just lie down Would you fall on me? Into my arms Here on earth While it's spinning around Underneath the one true star Behind the clouds Pushed by the wind Isn't it a lonely feeling? You're kind of shy And I"m fairly paralyzed Not really knowing How you're seeing This Through your sad blue eyes But I"ve seen you laughing I know that I can make you smile It's like that star There's really a million of them Shining down on everyone And absolutely free Planets can move close to the earth But I've seen 'em scoot Back where they came I"d rather hear about I"d rather hear about All those stars All those stars Somehow they make you Part of me, and part of... Look up at all those stars All those stars Somehow they make me Part of you and part of The universe
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ASK REAL NICE I knew a girl, a beautiful girl And she knew things You can't learn most places A beautiful girl She didn't think so, but I saw better The night is what you make it And you can make it so good Dreams give what you ask them sometimes Ask real nice I knew a boy, a very shy boy And he was so sweet When you got to know him To drive in the car over the hills Well, who could ask for more? The night is what you make it And you can make it so good Dreams give you what you ask them sometimes Ask real nice Sometimes I wonder What lights the eyes of a child And then I wonder How I could ever, ever Make you smile Standing still at the top of the pyramid Looking round with no way to step down The story of my life Betwixt the sphinx and the river The river flowing out into the night (A night of dreams) Dreams give what you ask them sometimes But you gotta ask Ask real nice
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THANK YOU, TONY KUSHNER February takes its name From strips of goat that oiled-up boys Used to whip the Roman ladies At Lupercalia And old Saint Valentine, turns out He might have been apocryphal Still I'm sure his martyrdom Was something awful See, it's raining again Month of downpour, month of buckets Month of nothing in the bank But some loose change in our pockets Imagine that you're leaving work The city's wet and sparkles pretty You're on your way to meet the one Who makes you happy (And worried) Perhaps you're off to see a play For which you went and charged the tickets The story of a bleach cup and the sky Strung with coins for stars See, it's raining again Month of dogs and also cats Month of squalls and squabbles Month of making up from all of that And all the while our lives unfold Like former bits of origami A stuffy swan that stretches out, now It could be anything The water drips, the paper stirs The goat strips whip and arrows zing February takes its name From things that cry, they make me want to See it's raining again Month of minutes, month of hours Pouring like the love we share In generous and scattered showers
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HALF MOON BAY Happy birthday, baby I"ll take you out to dinner Let's go to Firefly That's up in Noe Valley But the name has some associations for me Somehow it make me want to take a drive Lets go on down the coast Oh look! We made it all the way to Half Moon Bay And moon is hanging down Half way to somewhere I guess it's time to turn around Unless You want to keep on driving through the night We could go all the way to Santa Cruz That's where I lost my youth years ago Under a flood of bad drugs But say We could pick up my old broken heart I think I left it underneath a redwood Gather it up and take it for a ride On the Giant Dipper And then all we'll need Is a cheap motel room A place to sleep But not right away, my darling Not even real soon, my darling This song is unfinished on purpose An ink black road Rolls up a hill And disappears In a night sky full of stars
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Acid Orange 08:36
ACID ORANGE One of these days You might find yourself Young and powerful It happened to me Me and a friend High on a hill Behind a school Over a bright blue bay We ate an acid orange And went running through poison ivy Nothing could touch us We were so charmed Riding on the back Of a speeding motorcycle Don't forget Hold on Some of these days Flash by in a second And then there are days That seem to go on and on, and Of course the best of them Do both Like you're high on a hill Over a bright blue bay Like you ate an acid orange And went running through poison ivy Nothing can touch you When you're so charmed Going snorkeling In a pool where others just swim laps Sure there's nothing to see But look at it all Look at it all All of this happened years ago I only thought of it Because just the other day I went for a walk Me and a friend High on a hill High up on Russian Hill then Down to Aquatic Park and In and around the docks and Over to North Beach where we Had an Italian meal, then Back on up the hill at the Tail end of a festival Winding through Chinatown While the sun went down Eat an acid orange And go running through poison ivy Nothing can touch yoiu When you're so charmed And the sun comes down I almost forgot
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credits

released January 1, 2006

My mother died. I was falling in love, somewhat delusionally, as it turned out. Plus Tony Kushner is a genius. we went to see his latest play, "Caroline or Change," five times when it was at the Curran Theater in San Francisco. What year was that?

The last day in an old rehearsal space, December 31 of some year, I wrote "New Year's Eve."

All of these life events, morphed into song, I took into the erstwhile Closer Recording Studio, run by the late Tim Mooney. Tim had already helped with several other projects, and his careful comprehension of what I was driving at made this record, to the extent it's made.

Closer has become a sort of Lost Continent of Atlantis to me, and to others too, I'm sure. But before it was falling apart, when it was just starting, in fact, when Tim was installing the double glass windows between the control room to the main studio, I presciently put a plastic fish between the panes, for good luck. Who knows where that fish is now? Swimming free, no doubt. Well, Tim is, at least.

Writing in 2021, as I make this record available again, it has a new dedication: For Tim.

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All songs by Michael C. Mullen, copyright 2006, Comfort Bringers Publishing, BMI, except:

- "Farewell, Angelina" by Bob Dylan, copyright 1965, renewed 1993, Special Rider Music

- "Duets: 'Night Momma" by Tony Kushner and Jeanine Tesori, copyright That's Music to My Ears/Sibbie Songs, ASCAP

- "The Sky Is On Fire" by Michael C. Mullen and Tim Mooney, copyright 2006m Comfirt Bringers Publishing, BMI

Made at Closer Recording in San Francisco, mostly in 2004 and 2005. Photographs by Jude Mooney.
Design and layout by SOLSF.
Mastered by Matt Pence for Missouri Bottom Corp.

Thanks to Adam Klein, Catherine DeGear, Chris Bergman, David Dunbar, Deborah Mullen, James Shaheen, Jeff Thomas, Mark Miller, Matthew Clark Davison, mike Magee, Patrick Connors, Richard Clarke, Rob DeKoch, Sima Schoen, Tim Guydish, and my wonderful friends.

Extra thanks to Carlos and Kirk and Marc for their musical contributions. Extra special thanks to Tim Mooney, without whom nothing.

For Charles Mullen (1924-1976) and Catherine Mullen (1925-2004)

Michael Mullen - voice, keyboards, acoustic guitar, thiunderstick on "Farewell, Angelina"

Tim Mooney - production, engineering, mixing, drums, percussions, bass, electric guitar, glockenspiel

Kirk Heydt - cello on "Mirror Lake" and "Acid Orange"
Marc Cappelle - flugelhorn on "New Year's Day" and "Half Moon Bay"

Carlos Forster - backing vocals on "Planets Can Move"

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Pocket Shelley is the desultory project of songwriter and keyboard player Michael Mullen, who is also the co-writer of the Size Queens and has collaborated with a number of (at the time) San Francisco-based musicians on their own projects.

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